Hey hun,

just sayin whats up,i was thinkin bout callin ya but my phone died, and i dunno, i kind of wanna tell you how much i love ya but id probly take all night, lol (im so corny) well, just thinkin about yo0o0ou and thinkin how much more you deserve....

how you let me tickle you even tho it hurts
how you tell me il be ok
how ( Read more... )

How could I say sorry anymore

How could these fights make things work

I love you so much

And yet I can't stand you

Worthless romantic I am it's true

God please help me, save me from you

I am drowning in this love

I am drowning in you

I love doug so much.  Do not get me wrong, but things have been so hard.  They have been almost too hard.  And I ( Read more... )

I have deprived many things. Well actually I think I am kidding myself now just some things but its fun to pretend. I missed volleyball twice so far. I really don't think the team minds I suck anyway. Maybe I should quit. Not much going. Enjoying Doug thoroughly. He is becoming a best friend now. Don't know what I would do without him. I ( Read more... )

So what did I do this time

Rip this bloody pain from my eyes

hold close how true you are

How far you've come

I love you so

Why did I let you go

Sailing away

This boat overturns

Falling downward to its grave

Take me with you

Take me with you

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So here is what happened...His parents went away for the weekend.  I spent the ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now. I am in Creative Writing...A typical and fun class, but I don't know. There is something in the air right now, and I don't know why but I cannot deal with people ( Read more... )

There are so many things right now that I could say to you. I hate you should be one of them but it isn't. I hope you had a good time last weekend...like I pretended to. Happy Birthday yes, that I will give you, but confusing me and leading me on...that I will make you take back

I honestly cannot stand the rain...I can't skate or walk anywhere, my hair becomes a mess, and besides the rain is so damn depressing...It's like God is crying. I wish it would just be beautiful ( Read more... )

Yea just wrote a whole lot of shit and it disapeared wonderful lovely awesome

It's been a while...And so much has sort of been happening. I met the nicest boy. His name is Doug. He came to my game against Pilgrim, but he had to leave early. Its alrighty though, I hope we hang out again though ( Read more... )

IM DONE
I GIVE UP
THIS IS ALL BULLSHIT
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE