I can't believe how fast things change!! How one minute you feel one way - then another - wow ( Read more... )

Not much new - Adam and I are on the outs [again]. Billy starts his first official mtg of Tiger Cubs tonight!! I got to get a pic on my album. If anyone ever reads this and wants to see it its www.t-mobilepictures.com/suebean I'm going to try to keep it updated on a regular basis. Going to have to buy a camera phone but need the $$ first and ( Read more... )

What a rainy crappy day! Billy had a rough start to school, but worked through it today and was fine when I picked him up (with a kids plate from Fast Eddies). We hung in with take out and watched "Because of Win Dixie"... I'm making "No Pudge" Organic brownies. All you do is add fat free vanilla yogurt - they taste just as good, if not better ( Read more... )

Adam just left - brought Leo home for me. Billy is in the tub getting cleaned up for 1st day of school tomorrow. Wish it'd be the same experience as what the other kids are all looking forward to. I feel sick thinking about it. Its really not fair at all. I want for him what he deserves, nothing less - not one bit ( Read more... )

Last official day before back to school - even though we spent over an hour there today with the open house. I was very unhappy with how it went and am upset about the connection, or lack thereof that I had with the spec. ed teacher that will be with Billy most of the time getting him into the back to school routine ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say - but its been awhile. Really really tried with Adam - but he did something he can't take back. Not sure how to cope with it - but moping around crying isn't going to cut it ( Read more... )

Heaven and hell are right here, behind every wall, every window, the world behind the world. And we're smack in the middle. Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into ( Read more... )

I feel so bad. My Mom & I were out for a nice evening with Billy for a bite to eat & some shopping. Spending some quality time together before she moves {less than a month}. I was expressing some concerns about my brother, I mean - I think he is ok now - but once she moves I won't have support to help him if he has a hard time again. And I can ( Read more... )

I can't answer that question for you. All I can say is that when a relationship is GOOD, it's worth the risk. You are a smart and intuitive cookie about everything (except love) so I am sure that if you put your mind to it you will be able to take it slow, as in NOT giving away your whole heart. In fact, I am a firm believer in NEVER giving away ( Read more... )

Well, like I said before, we all really like Adam and think he is a good catch for you. But you DO set pretty high expectations for people...maybe so that you can kick them to the curb when they get too close?