spiritually inspired/nourished / how I meditate / what eye contact feels like for me

[belenen]

icon: "woven souls (me and Hannah lying naked on black cloth, with legs entwined, laying on our sides facing each other with one set of hands entwined with each other's, and the top shoulder leaning back, relaxed. there is a red and violet overlay with the violet coloring me and the red coloring Hannah)"I haven't been this regularly spiritually

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[jaime_blue]

If you want to, later on after I start meditating and being aware of myself I would really like to also have some eye contact with you, as well as the smelling/cuddling we talked about. But I feel like that is something for later on because a) you've probably noticed that I can't really even hold eye contact while talking to a person + I don't even hold eye contact with myself in the mirror anymore most of the time and b) I want to be conscious and aware of your energy whenif we do this, so I need to practice being aware of energy in the first place.

This leads me to a question which you don't have to answer: Do you practice holding eye contact with yourself in the mirror? What is that experience like for you?

[lilywolfsolomon]

I also developed a form of meditation (with the help of the divine) that I think it's going to be really helpful for me if I make it a consistent practice. It's an embodied meditation that started calling to me a couple years ago and at the time part of me wondered if it was just energy masturbation but it just revealed itself to me again and I'm really excited about what will come of it if I continue the practice, allowing whatever wants to happen to happen, and reclaiming all of me

[lilywolfsolomon]

So, with you, I would like to go to the "vulnerable to you" level and raise you one. :) I mean, it's so so rare for me to feel challenged in vulnerability, usually the challenge is coping with a society that expects the opposite. You can't scare me, hehehe. It's up to you to trust when/if that feels right to you but I would at least like to declare that I feel I can hold it all and would delight in holding it all. And honestly I'd probably ask for eyegazing every day or something, so it's hard for me to get a grip on when to ask for it! Whenever you want it I think more often than not I'll be open to it if not right away within a couple hours. :) So maybe you can help me figure out the best timing/approach to asking for something that I'm pretty much always open to? I.e. how to best negotiate it happening often enough that it's really fulfilling for both of us without making assumptions that it's not wanted or holding back just because that's the norm. What I notice way too often is how people *don't* ask for things because they

[lilywolfsolomon]

Also, so happy for you feeling spiritually nourished! I'm watching the swaying trees behind your house from the new perspective out of my window, that is nourishing. :) Big question, what parts of you do you wonder that others may crumble upon encountering or not being able to handle? If indeed that is expressible in words.

[kmiotutsie]

I'm so happy that you've been spiritually inspired and nourished lately!! I hope it's an indicator that 2015 is going to be really awesome for you :)