I can't pretend to empathise with everything in here - and I hate that, fake empathy, that "Wow, I know how you feel" when someone does not, in fact, know how you feel - but I do want you to know that, wandering in a similar dark place myself, I am keeping you in my thoughts, my prayers, and sending lots of love your way.
A wise friend of mine told me once that "sometimes, we have to wait for the next big thing, and sometimes, the waiting IS the next big thing." The interstices between growth, while they seem static and dark and muddled, are necessary in ways perhaps we don't even understand.
I just wanted to offer tons of hugs and love. You're being kept close to heart. <3
I am new to your journal so I do not know exactly what is going on, but I just wanted to say that I think your last paragraph there is a vital one, and it shows a mindset that is healthy and realistic. Also, i like the term "nightbloom"
Best wishes for positive resolutions to the issues at hand, and I look forward to getting to know you better through future posts.
aww, Kat feeling down? :-( that seems so... world-off-kilter! *snuggles you*
I miss you too babe! I had turned off my phone when I went to church Saturday night, so I missed your call, but I will try to call you back after I wake up today!
If you know that you're in a dark place, that's half the battle. I know that sounds really lame and cliche, but I really have come to find that once you can admit that you need change, it's alot easier for the universe to supply that too you.
Losing contact or closeness with friends is beyond frustrating, and honestly, i do empathize with your feelings about wanting too mourn your lost deep relationship with hannah, but not being able to, because you're still hoping that somehow, things will become better. That phrase, "stuck between a rock and a hard place" kinda relates to that feeling, because, you know that you have to let go of something, but you can't really definitively let go because the greatness of that person is something you don't want to lose in your life.
I hope that everything gets solved quickly and in the most positive way possible, but I suppose only time will tell.
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A wise friend of mine told me once that "sometimes, we have to wait for the next big thing, and sometimes, the waiting IS the next big thing." The interstices between growth, while they seem static and dark and muddled, are necessary in ways perhaps we don't even understand.
I just wanted to offer tons of hugs and love. You're being kept close to heart. <3
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Best wishes for positive resolutions to the issues at hand, and I look forward to getting to know you better through future posts.
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feel free to call me, anyfreakintime. i miss you ♥
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I miss you too babe! I had turned off my phone when I went to church Saturday night, so I missed your call, but I will try to call you back after I wake up today!
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Losing contact or closeness with friends is beyond frustrating, and honestly, i do empathize with your feelings about wanting too mourn your lost deep relationship with hannah, but not being able to, because you're still hoping that somehow, things will become better. That phrase, "stuck between a rock and a hard place" kinda relates to that feeling, because, you know that you have to let go of something, but you can't really definitively let go because the greatness of that person is something you don't want to lose in your life.
I hope that everything gets solved quickly and in the most positive way possible, but I suppose only time will tell.
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