past close friendships -- abandonment

Mar 12, 2006 05:22

Ideas have bottlenecked in my brain. So much I want to say! Aish.

I've been thinking over past friendships... )

b - ex-partner, allison, rebecca, touch, ashe, elya, sunny, ex-in-laws, eviltwin, friendship, kaylene, soulfriendship

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darkpool March 13 2006, 19:14:15 UTC
I liked shocking and confusing people I can relate to this ( ... )

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belenen April 14 2006, 07:01:44 UTC
I wonder why it hurts you so much abuot the friendships that are merely on hiatus? I can understand more about the ones that you know are gone, but if they're just on a break, even though it can be stressful, why is it quite so painful?

It just hurt from loneliness; not the fact that they were on hiatus, but the fact that they were ALL ended or on indefinite hiatus, so I felt very alone.

Notice the past tense???? I neeeeeeed to post about this!!!!!!

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darkpool April 19 2006, 20:22:53 UTC
I see.

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paravati March 13 2006, 22:36:48 UTC
Aww, honey. I've offered before to try and become friends with you. In person friends. I live in Atlanta, in Sandy Springs. Is that close enough, distance-wise? I'm an open and honest person, who doesn't judge people. I'm a photographer, a painter, an artist, and I see beauty everywhere I look. Even if we just were phonecall friends I'd still enjoy getting to know you better. Read your own journal; see how many people comment and write to you. Don't feel so lonely. And don't allow the past to discourage you now. It's the past. It happened for a reason -- to teach you something. Now, armed with that knowledge and foresight, you can and will create the future.

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belenen April 14 2006, 07:33:16 UTC
Thank you for this wonderful encouraging comment. ♥ I am grateful for the chance to get to know you better. ;-)

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belenen April 14 2006, 07:43:56 UTC
I appreciate your candor. You're such an honest person, and I love that about you ( ... )

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paperwings21 March 14 2006, 07:55:08 UTC
Aww sweetie. I really don't know what to say.
I wish I could comfort you because i know you feel alone right now. I feel like that sometimes too. I think everyone does.

True friendship does exist, as does 'soulfriendship'. I hope you find it because I can see it means alot to you.

*hugs*
:(

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belenen April 14 2006, 07:44:56 UTC
Thank you so much... I have found it and it is as wonderful as I had dreamed. I neeeeed to post about it, hopefully I will tomorrow. ♥

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sidheblessed March 23 2006, 10:54:42 UTC
*hugs* I've struggled to find a deep, loving friendship that actually lasts my whole life so I can relate to the feelings of betrayal and abandonment.

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belenen April 14 2006, 07:45:16 UTC
*hugs back*

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