the longest entry ever.... i don't do cuts, so deal :)

[beladona_took]

"there are always ways to improve things.. the question is are you willing to go after what you want to improve upon. balance is a scary thing. it can be awesome, but move just an inch and you run the risk of falling over and dropping everything. real happiness and contentment comes not from getting what we want but from wanting what we have

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[productivechaos]

I haven't had a chance to read it yet... just wanted to say...
I've seen longer... lol

[spuffy_seeker]

congrats on a year! what a beautiful entry...very moving.

but you should really work on the cut thing chica! *hugs*

i miss you! *kisses*

you are now and will forever be a friend. that word means so much to me you know. i don't say it lightly and can count on two hands the number of people i apply it to, so i can say with certainty that i will be reading you 5, 10 and 20 year musings from wherever you are! (although preferably out of the state we shall not name!)

~Sara~

[beladona_took]

lol.. thanks sweeite.. i never would have thought i'd be in this state any more or less than any of the others, so time will tell. miss you!

[jadewolf9977]

I love this entry. Maybe when you write your next one, I will be worthy enough to be in the list. At least, that's what I'm aspiring to. :-)

[beladona_took]

you were....

"it took me a while to think of what i wanted to say, and even though i know there are some people who will read this who are not on this list... very one I’ve ever met has effected me in one way or another, and right now I have a chance to thank you all… if you feel i've forgotten anyone know that there was just no way to put everything I feel for each of you into words, and know also that I love you."

i hope so much to get to know you even more over the next year out here in texas. call me some time. we could go to natural magick together :)

don't you worry about the cutting, we live for your writings

[seeking4hope]

i am being the independent woman i always knew i was. i am living in the huge city like i always wanted. i am bringing home the good money from the corporate job i always imagined i'd have.dad, mom-mom and i can remember back when you were 5 years old and went to the National Zoo for the first time. we took the metro and then walked about 5 blocks to the Zoo. and you had the biggest eyes in the world. you looked at all the vendors and the row houses, and the neat little, tiny yards and you looked up at all of us and said right then "i wanna grow up and live in a big city. and i wanna have an important job" i squatted down and said, "punka, if you move away to a big city, you won't be with me anymore. and you cupped my face in both of your little five year hands and said 'it's all right momma, i'll still love you

Re: don't you worry about the cutting, we live for your writings

[beladona_took]

that was really nice... thank you. i love you and miss you and i'll see you again soon.

[seresvictoria]

Aww Stephie!! I <33333 you!! I miss you being around sooo much :) Wanna babysit after I have teh baby? lol!

And I still remember the day you made me soup :) That was the sweetest thing anyone'd ever done for me, and I'll always be here whenever you need support or help :P Thanks hon. Thanks :)

[beladona_took]

lol.... i miss you too love and i miss you more than i can say. babysit? totally!!! you're not gonna be able to keep me away :P lol

thank you for everything too and know that if you need me i'm never more than an email away....

[seresvictoria]

Always hon, always :)