i am pretty goddamn happy with my life right now

someday soon i may not be, i should then remind myself to be happy.
no bs. no expectations.
just happy.

 and why did i think all-girls college was a good idea?

i want to know what's outside of new england
i want to be happy (happier? i'm not terribly unhappy here...but it's not comfortable)
i want to interact with normal people

.

summer was so wonderful.

i'm making questionable decisions again. ruining relationships and friendships? probably eventually.

i'm ( Read more... )

 graduating sunday ( Read more... )

this makes me so excited for smith.
this makes me so excited for life.

Award-winning playwright Margaret Edson, a Smith College alumna who teaches kindergarten in the Atlanta public school system, was the speaker at Smith’s 130th commencement ceremony Sunday, May 18. This is a transcript; the speech was delivered without a written text.

President ( Read more... )

i fell off my bike on my ride home from the barn i started interning at (that's a long and stressful other story ( Read more... )

i quit my job at day care ( Read more... )

for the past year and 3/4 my latin average has hovered around an A- / B+ 
4th quarter senior year:
my test average so far is a 57

hah. hah. um. i'm screwed? i just need to ace absolutely everything between now and the end of the year.

totally doable.. .. . .

 so so so so so nice outside ( Read more... )

- i want someone to drink wine and cuddle with

- i feel ugly, inside and out

what a conundrum

-lately, my dreams are so commonplace and realistic that i have trouble sorting them out from reality.

today i called the catholic church "an abusive lie" on an assignment for my religion class.

i felt pretty good about it.