After the disappointment of finding out about the loss of my favorite toothpaste* ( I've had a fun packed week! )

I was a little nervous before my massage on Friday. In the past I've had some lower back massages from a physical therapist but I've not had anyone touch me for fun or more intimately than an over the clothes hug for -ehm- over fifteen years, so the prospect of being rubbed by a stranger while half-naked, was a bit intimidating.
( Eeep. )