how could i let him hurt me so much, apparently it was there but i never saw it i allowed myself to fall and now im falling further. how can he get up and walk away, this day may nearly have taken over yesterday in sheer pain. i did i manage to my heart ripped out and shat on without even seeing any flashing signs, i want someone to hold me forever ( Read more... )

what the hell do you study for japanese i mean wha? help me someone

nobody can kill this buzz........

sah... actually you all can

its weir,d this is liek the first time ever i feel like writing i just want to write and write everything down but the truth is i still have nothing to say. i suppose i could go on froever and for once i am not actually caring about any typing mistake si make very rejuvenating as is walking, i might take up walking alot even though mainly because ( Read more... )

hello i aam at subway ( Read more... )

well its over
but i actually feel really weird like free
doenst make a differnece to me anyway really as i never saw him but too many committments will do that to ya
ok sonow we need to move on because after all these weeks im... restless

i ahte him sturpid trud he doenst even care doesnt even make an effort its been liek weeks now and i,, errgggh hes annoyuing seems like everyw eekend im like hey what are you doing and hes just like schmeh sleeping studying watching movies with friends why dont you even give a fuck why is it you ahve so many communication problems i sometimes think ( Read more... )

it almost saturday

imm so excited i think this weekend may possibly bring much joy to all and megan i lied you will be my favouritst on monday

woot~

ooh shopping yay

been major upset mo lately, but its not all times, it just comes over me and the floodworks happen id say it was hard to explain it but i know what gets to me, i dont feel as if i am part of that any more, the three of us from long ago, they always have each other and now they have all these other times as well and im just not there anymore, like a ( Read more... )

where have all the good times gone?