about an hour ago i woke up from a horrible dream. i was just trying to get a half hour of sleep, and it's like my subconscious was lying in wait for me to just close my eyes, and then spring this nightmare on me. maybe that's why i didn't want to go to sleep, because i knew i would have something bad about it. i don't want to relay the details, ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJQVlVHsFF8

gus came to visit last weekend, and there was no breaking up so YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.
crfew was canceled, which is why i'm up now.

i just noticed i have exactly 42 hugs on my userinfo page. i don't know why i feel i need to share this with you all. maybe so that i can try to forget about my last entry.

i don't want it ( Read more... )

i am so lonely.
i miss my family, and gus.
i think i'm going to go to the counselor. only problem is that i don't have enough time.
i need a hug.

long time, no write, i suppose ( Read more... )

so.  first big college party.   it sucked.  i'm still a little tipsy as i write this, trying to stave off a hangover.  people were getting sick within an hour afterit began, paramedics came.  i met like no one, and now i will be tired for my first class ( Read more... )

hmmm ( Read more... )

i just spent two hours revising a swim workout.  for one day.  actually only 50 minutes ( Read more... )

i'm currently in atlanta breada company.  why is starbucks so crappy that they charge for wireless???  seriously, they need to pull the giant coffee stirrers out of their butts.
anywho, as is obvious by my loaction, i have received mine laptop, and it is good.  of course, all the programs windows gives you are absolute crap, so i've been trying to ( Read more... )