I don't even know what to say.

A few days ago I had a really bad seizure and so James and Scarlett and Ava took me into Peter's hospital for some tests. They did a brain x-ray and there are some dark spots on the photos. They think they might be brain tumors. I have to have surgery so they can look.

I've been in bed all day with a headache and I'm only just getting up now even though it's evening. I hate sleeping through the day because it's like seeing the whole world from the wrong end ( Read more... )

Hi.

I'm not really sure what this entry even is. I think you'll pretend you never saw it, or maybe you really won't see it. I don't even know if you use livejournal anymore ( Read more... )

I met a man today who told me he was The Devil come to reap my soul. He hurt my arm holding it but there was no real evil in his lights, just meanness. I didn't know how to tell him he was just a regular man ( Read more... )

I recorded this in out bathroom which is why it's so echoing.

Believe Me, if All Those Endearing Young Charms
Believe me, if all those endearing young charms ( Read more... )

Scarlett is coming home tomorrow. I'm so happy about it. She's going to be here and we'll be a family again properly. I've missed her so much.

Nancy and Renee? Were you both coming over for when dad comes home with her?

I keep having the most horrible dreams.

Come home and my guitar ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I thought that everything would be better when Scarlett woke up but in some ways it's almost like it's actually worse ( Read more... )