scarletts in surgery at st marys hospital. she tried to kill herself.

She hasn't really got out of bed. She's not eating and she's not talking and dad is talking about bringing a doctor to check her out. She just lies there and stares at the wall and then sometimes she'll just start crying again.

I don't know what to do.

Nancy, I'm really worried about Scarlet. The power went out for a minute tonight and Scarlett had some sort of panic attack. She wouldn't stop screaming and crying and she threw up all over James. Mum put her in the shower and she cried for so long, Nancy. And then she just lay there in mum's arms not moving like she wasn't even conscious. She's ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I was back at the commune in Canada and I was chasing a boy. I couldn't see his face and I don't know who he was, but I was chasing him and even though he was walking I couldn't catch him. I just knew that I needed to get to him. I woke up before I ever did ( Read more... )

I don't have tuberculosis any more. I have to still take medicine so it doesn't come back again but I get to be at home at least.

Scarlett's not home yet but I hope soon.

When I was out with Bear the other day we ran into Marietta. There was nothing bloody or anything, don't worry. But she has a baby now and she treats him like she loves him. I don't known if I should worry that she'll hurt him? Orla loves him too. His name is Heeleo, she said. (I might not have spelled that right though ( Read more... )

These are photos that someone from Spectre took of me to go with the album I recorded on. I don't know what these are actually for but they sent me copies and I didn't want to lose them anywhere.

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I'm going to be singing on a rock album that will be in stores and things. It's quite strange since I don't really listen to rock myself. But I was singing as a Dracula Bride which Scarlett told me all about though I haven't read the book. It's very thick and it doesn't sound like my kind of thing. But I enjoyed the singing ( Read more... )

I love you

I've been staring at my maths all morning and I can't do it any more. I'm going to go busking instead and hopefully make a little bit of money. I don't want anyone to be worried about me so I'll keep my phone on in my pocket and I'll be at Bright Square if you need to find me ( Read more... )