Argh fuck

[beansidhe_baby]

Shit, is the weekend really over? Did I really do no study at all? Do I really have two tests and an essay due and I did nothing to prepare for them

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[hausfrauatu]

One foot after the other. Stop thinking so far into the future. Get dressed, get to school, try to learn something, try to do something you like, repeat until dead

[beansidhe_baby]

Yeah, I was fine. Did the essay in my free period (half the class hadn't actually done theirs, the bastards, and the date for it was extended) and I'd done some work for the tests before, so that was fine too.

I know that no one in my family would intentionally hurt me, but they're really not being supportive or recognising anything I do right, which makes it feel like I'm fucking up the whole time. When actually, I'm doing pretty well. I haven't failed anything, I haven't handed anything in late and I've maintained a high standard of work. I know it's a bit childish to want a pat on the head for every little thing I do right that I'm supposed to do anyway, but I'd happily settle for not being called a gobshite all the time. =/

Sorry for being so bleh, I'm fine really, just a bit run down.

[thecatinthetree]

I'm at uni and I genuinely only studied one day this ENTIRE WEEK.
So don't worry. It's fine.
*hug*

[beansidhe_baby]

Lol, the place I'm at makes you fill out an eight hour study schedule for the weekend and get it signed by your parents. I'm practically afraid they'll sue me for fraud if I don't do everything I've written down on it.

[thecatinthetree]

Jeeez that's heavy.
I realise I'm a shit model of working, because I have plans to drop out of uni, still :D

[beansidhe_baby]

Yeah, it's really full on. It's what i need though because I'm such a procrastinator when I'm left to my own devices. Building good habits is half the battle.