Argh fuck
Shit, is the weekend really over? Did I really do no study at all? Do I really have two tests and an essay due and I did nothing to prepare for them?
Oh fuck, oh fuck...
Ok, this is not a case of "she's lost control again" this is "she's had a bad week and did a silly thing". I'll catch up, it's nearly midterm. This is a kick up the arse and a reminder that I can't rest this year and I can't let myself be self indulgent about feeling sad. I'll be ok.
Right?
(shit, hold me)
Oh fuck, oh fuck...
Ok, this is not a case of "she's lost control again" this is "she's had a bad week and did a silly thing". I'll catch up, it's nearly midterm. This is a kick up the arse and a reminder that I can't rest this year and I can't let myself be self indulgent about feeling sad. I'll be ok.
Right?
(shit, hold me)