So, after a meeting with my school and talking to my parents, I've decided that I'm going to defer doing exams for another year. I'm just not well enough to give it my best at the moment and that's why I decided to go back to school in the first place. I don't want to knacker myself only getting the same points as I did before ( Read more... )

Yep, I'm still here. My internet very much wasn't for a few days and I was rationing small amounts of LJ on my phone and trying not to think about how much it was costing. The tiny screen and the guilt of not being able to comment anyone (because I am a luddite and touch screens upset me and leave me unable to spell) were a bit gruesome, but hi ho ( Read more... )

Ok, I love English. I want to study English for the rest of my life. But- I hate my English class. I actively dread it. The reason why I dread it is my English teacher. To say that he and I don't get on is a bit like calling the world cup as "a bit of a kick about". The reason why is that he does not want me to have opinions. He will tell me that I ( Read more... )

No matter how busy you are, no matter how long it's been since you've experienced it and think that you might be ok now: Never, never, never assume that taking the week's break from dianette will not result in your reproductive system remember how much it fucking hates you. I'm in so much pain right now.... Argh! (This important announcement going ( Read more... )

I am so looking forward to the midterm, it's not even funny! What even less funny is that I'm looking forward to catching up on my notes, lol ( Read more... )

Ok, so the ARGH D: of last night has abated and I just about managed to get caught up in evening study today. My year head asked me to have a chat at recess because of my weepiness on friday and she wanted to check I was doing alright. Which I am, I'm really doing fine. Well, in fact. Why then, am I always tired and putting a brave face on? Fucks ( Read more... )

Shit, is the weekend really over? Did I really do no study at all? Do I really have two tests and an essay due and I did nothing to prepare for them ( Read more... )

So there goes my master plan of flying under the radar and not drawing attention to myself.

Got all weepy this morning because I felt so OLD and my mum was so pissed at me for missing school and basically saying I could fuck off and find somewhere else to live if I missed another day and I couldn't find my books when I got into school for a bit. ( Read more... )

Well, I've done two things that were difficult, but that I think will make a big difference to me. I've decided to leave the college course that I'm currently in. I hate it completely and utterly. The course work doesn't interest me at all, it's painfully simplistic and the never ending tide of assignments (40 in first year, not counting exams) is ( Read more... )