ok so this was quite the interesting weekend. wednesday i saw michael again and was all hormonal from my pd and basically cried to him about how much ive missed him and we ended up hanging out and having sex in the shower ( Read more... )

Your not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.

omg last weekend was amazing ( Read more... )

this summer has gone by pretty fast. theres like nothing left for me cuz im going away from next thurs til the following sunday then i come back in time for band/colorguard camp then school. its been a busy summer ( Read more... )

im sick of everyone judging things i say. being like this is why ur nickname is sluterina. or when u can just tell that the person ur talking to thinks ur mean by saying something. and its not always something bad. theres just certain people i go to when i need to vent about something so i guess they hear me at my worst but still ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the funnest day ever!! we had lifeguard challenge! so our whole staff met at the pool at 7 and covered ourselves in body paint! and we made up a cheer n a dance. then we drove over to kendall ridge pool blasting rap music and speeding like whoa. we were in 3 cars n we kept racing eachother flicking eachother off etc. it was great. ( Read more... )

so work has been hell for 2 days. yesterday i worked 3-8:30. in that time period karate camp(who came an hour early) tried to stay a half hour late. so i had to go talk to them. then we got to kick ppl out of the pool which is always a blast. these teenagers called a guard a bitch to their face,punched someone, and was dunking karate campers the ( Read more... )

omg i loooove summer!! this summer has been amazing so far!! even tho i didnt think it was gonna be that good, but there is more to life than boyfriends. plus this whole thing is giving me a chance to step back n do my own thing instead of becomming like half a relationship...if that even makes sense. but ive had fun hanging with friends and ppl on ( Read more... )

so i just looked online n im getting a B for chem this quarter!! that sux it was a high B too, like an 87! i got a freakin like 82 on the county assesment...wtf?!?! if i get a C on that final im fucking screwed. my mom had this new rule that if i get a C on any quarter,final,or mid term i hafta go to HCC. thats so not fair cuz my friends will get ( Read more... )

i dont feel well right now. i think im sad/ tired/stressed/ i dunno what else. i have no idea what happenned last night. i remember talking with mike n being half asleep and then now im sad because im pretty sure he might be mad at me? i think it was something about girls being confusing...i dunno can i help it i was made that way ( Read more... )