i feel like crap
i dont feel well right now. i think im sad/ tired/stressed/ i dunno what else. i have no idea what happenned last night. i remember talking with mike n being half asleep and then now im sad because im pretty sure he might be mad at me? i think it was something about girls being confusing...i dunno can i help it i was made that way.
i want it to bve summer because im sick of school...but i hate summer because u dont see everyone as much. plus i dont know when im gonna see mike again. this would be 10 times easier if i wasnt going on college visits his one week free in august. i hate my parents so much for that. y i cant just look at the college for like 3 days n come home i have no idea. im gonna act like a whiny bitch the time that there making me spend with family i dont know because thats so pointless.
ugh
im so confused and i dont know what...so im gonna go change n go to frp and hopefully study before i work.
i want it to bve summer because im sick of school...but i hate summer because u dont see everyone as much. plus i dont know when im gonna see mike again. this would be 10 times easier if i wasnt going on college visits his one week free in august. i hate my parents so much for that. y i cant just look at the college for like 3 days n come home i have no idea. im gonna act like a whiny bitch the time that there making me spend with family i dont know because thats so pointless.
ugh
im so confused and i dont know what...so im gonna go change n go to frp and hopefully study before i work.