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I think I want to write a novel...
Or at least try.
I am going to try to write a book in 2015. It's a great way to keep my mind busy and away from food while exercising a creative muscle. Even if I never finish it, I can at least get my ideas down on paper. There are people in my life who are writing and their work is mediocre. I know I can do this, just like I know I can lose -
how is it so hard this time?
I can't wait for spring when vegetables are cheap and I can start gardening again. This year I want to grow tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers, broccoli and celery. Celery is great because you can “regrow” from the stalks as long as you keep the roots. I need to look up patio gardening. It will keep me out of the house and away from food and it will be ( Read more... ) -
fitbit and tumblr
my fitbit came! I set it up last night and I am LOVING it. talk about holding yourself accountable. every time I look down at my wrist i'm reminded that I need to do better. years ago I did something similar by tattooing (in pen) a red ribbon on the inside of my wrist. I also had a red bracelet that I loved. I remember the days of snapping a ( Read more... ) -
spent money to get fit
Yesterday after work i bought new running shoes and I'm in love with them. I bought Asics, the Noosa Tri 9 - the ones that support pediatric cancer research.
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i will always be eating disordered
I have come to realize that I will always be "eating disordered". I can't run from my ednos and body dismorphia. I do, however, have the power to change how I feel about myself ( Read more... ) -
2015 is a new year...
I was sitting at work today and I realized how much I missed having a sense of accountability that I had through LiveJournal three years ago. I want to be thin again. More than that, I want to reprogram how I live. For years I have fought with, struggled against, and caved to my eating disorder ( Read more... )
