Im in san diego right now. in millz's room while hes out painting and partyin with quinn silliox. christmas was good, we spent the day with my parents and then went straight to the road out here. we picked up a chick off craigslist. i slept most of the way. today we went to the skatepark. and i got some knitting done. working on those gloves. ( Read more... )

Today i went to pipeline and that shit was going OFF!!! so crazy to think it used to be one of my dreams to surf there one day.... Its gnar.... I just went snorkeling for a little while and saw a bunch of really cool fishes! My favorite were the yellow and black butterflys, i think theyre calle. i also saw this black and white dot dalmation ( Read more... )

Im still in hawaii!! its been so much fun..... ive been doin lots of hiking, snorekeling, swimming, tanning, etc! I even got to go on some atv's around kualoa ranch. which was the funnest shit eva!!! we went on all terain super gnarly, we got to see a bunch of movie sets like godzilla, jurassic park, lost, 50 first dates and a bunch of other shiiit ( Read more... )

so i just got into fucking Hawaii!!!! Im so exstatic!!! AAAAAHHHH!!!! im leaving in 2 days to go over there, actually tomorrow night, so basically!!! My friday the 13th party was really fun, we watched movies, and then raged it while quinns band played. Millz painted, and we all just had fun. People got a little crazy, but I just kicked out the ( Read more... )

I went on a 2 hour hike this morning with my darling Obi and Millz. We hiked to the end of the property and it was really fun. We then posted up in a meadow and layed out our mats and did some naked yoga poses. Obi sat very serenly, it was adorable. Then we had sex in that meadow ( Read more... )

SO.... never made it to mickey avalon last night... she wanted me to go to the concert, and i was NOT down. So i went to zack and r2s cd release and danced with my boi. that was pretty fun, and i didnt wake up til like 3 today.... Supposedly were having an after party here at like 2, so im trying to stay awake like an owl... hooo. hooo. :) millz ( Read more... )

I wish I had been posting this whole time, or keeping a journal of some sort..... quick..... millz and i are together.... and he is amayyyzing. he is michael millard. love of my life right now. we moved into the cabin outside paul sweet together many months ago, and he makes me smile every day. ok... next.... we are moving to hawaii together in 2 ( Read more... )

SOOO MUCH HAAS CHANGEED, AND MY LIFE IS MORE AMAZING THAN I COULD HAVE EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE. I moved into the Paul Sweet House behind dominican about 6 months ago. Its a beautiful 13 bedroom co-op with another little house with 3 bedrrooms. Theree are around 20 people living here, and they are all amazing!! I love it here with all my heart. We ( Read more... )

im really confused. i dont know who would understand just what i mean. i dont think its friends, or family, or him. i dont think its anyone i know. i dont think im in the right place. im not happy with what im making of my life right now. its not a good feeling. not being in the right place, but dragging urself day after day, unaware of ur own ( Read more... )

i miss lucian. the memorial was so sad. this is so wrong.