Locked Up
I went on a 2 hour hike this morning with my darling Obi and Millz. We hiked to the end of the property and it was really fun. We then posted up in a meadow and layed out our mats and did some naked yoga poses. Obi sat very serenly, it was adorable. Then we had sex in that meadow. ;)
Everyone says I've been hiding out in my room.... it sucks that I am being that way. I really do a lot each day, and I am tired. So tired. Everything will change when I move. I mean, come on, I used to not wake up til at least 12.... now I have to get up at 7 for work everyday. It's positive in some ways, but I really feel drained all the time. I want to have more energy, and I want to be able to excersize more with Millz and Obi, but I feel like laying around when I don't have to work.... BLah!!! I hate that feeling, I know I'm just missing out on experiences i could be having and doing the things I love. But I think I have to do this right now. I'm not one to keep doing things if they are in any way interfering with my life in a negative way, but thats just being spoiled. I need the money, and thats important too sometimes.....
Everyone says I've been hiding out in my room.... it sucks that I am being that way. I really do a lot each day, and I am tired. So tired. Everything will change when I move. I mean, come on, I used to not wake up til at least 12.... now I have to get up at 7 for work everyday. It's positive in some ways, but I really feel drained all the time. I want to have more energy, and I want to be able to excersize more with Millz and Obi, but I feel like laying around when I don't have to work.... BLah!!! I hate that feeling, I know I'm just missing out on experiences i could be having and doing the things I love. But I think I have to do this right now. I'm not one to keep doing things if they are in any way interfering with my life in a negative way, but thats just being spoiled. I need the money, and thats important too sometimes.....