YES YES YES! I am so excited! Going to a movie tonight! The one with Josh Hartnet in it. My two favorite boys at the same time! lol. I am so excited!

Today I was debating killing this fly in my house and I thought to myself, what right do I have to kill this fly. And I decided I really don'y have any right at all.  And then I applied that logic to other animals that I might not kill myself, but me eating them might cause more to be killed. I know that I will never be able to completely cut meat ( Read more... )

Wow I just had one of the best nights I have had this year. My neighbors that I am not sure if I like or not had a party last night and they ended up inviting me to it but I turned them down because I just feel horrible. But then later the charismatic one Sergio came over and asked me a little later and I agreed to go over for a little bit. I ended ( Read more... )

My lj has been so sad and depressing recently I feel like I need to put something happy/different/funny in it And I am kinda frusterated with the computer guys at FSU . I apologize in advance if it is only different and not happy or funny I am just gonna see where this goes.

Why can't computer nerds work with people? The other day I had to get ( Read more... )

So last night I had a long talk with my friend Kelly that I saw in Gville after my depressing post. Even though we didn't talk that much for a long time it is unusual that when we saw each other that things were like they used to be. I really think that we understand each other better than anyone else. And I realized that I really do need to get ( Read more... )

Okay so I got the name change done on Wednesday afternoonand I am just so relieved to have it all over with. But even thought I have this huge step over with now, I am wondering what I am doing with my life. I feel like there is nothing at all for me in Tallahassee. I know that I need to be positive and I need to make things happen but it is so ( Read more... )

 I am so stressed out right now from everything I have going on. I really wish that I could just take a timeout from the world and have a couple days to decompress. Tomorrow I have my court date to get my name changed and then thats starts the whole thing of having to go everywhere to notify them that I have a different name and this week I have ( Read more... )

 I went to an open mic night a couple days ago and it has me like so ready to start writing again. I wrote a lil bit tonight and I think that I actually liked what I wrote. Hopefully I can commit myself to devote a couple hours to it everyday and just see what happens. Maybe I can just make a commitment to do it one day at a time. Tomorrow when I ( Read more... )

Today when I woke up I found that I was sick and I lost my voice. So horrible! No one can even understand what I am trying to say to them.

 I got my blood test results back on Friday and I am so relieved that everything came out okay. My estrogen level was a little low at 370 and my total t was 70 and most importantly, my liver is still functioning the way it should be. I was so worried that I was going to get the results back and there was going to be something wrong with my liver. I ( Read more... )