So that guy showed up at my apartment AGAIN! So like 2 min after he got here I came out to him and told him I was trans and really scared him and he left. LOL. I wish I had taken a picture of his face. It really creeped me out when he showed up again and I am so glad he's gone. Problem Solved! haha

Okay so last night at like one in the morning a guy that I dated a couple times a month ago showed up drunk at my apartment trying to get me to start seeing him again or whatever. When I met this guy he was such a nice awesome guy who took care of me when I was drunk, but then like the 3rd time I saw him it felt like he had completely changed and ( Read more... )

So one of my ex boyfriends, Thomas the soccer player has been talking to me recently. This guy was the most damaging to my self-esteem when we broke u but somehow I am happy to be talking to him again? Whats wrong with me? Why can't I be happy on my own. I know this guy is no good for me but I still keep thinking oh maybe he has changed maybe he ( Read more... )

 Thank you to everyone who wished me well. I have been starting to look better and better. Now all I need is to get off of all the pills so I can start to function again. I have been sleeping like all day everyday. Its time to go eat and go back to sleep. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing okay.

<3 Erica

 I just spent all night in the ermergency room because I am having an allergic reaction to something and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I think I am going to die or atleast be half blind. Remember me fondly.


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 I saw Rachel tonight after I got back because the last of our mice Chloe had died and I wanted to bury her. To me this was more than just a mouse, it was also the last thing we had from when we were together. I am not sure if I have ever talked about her on LJ before but she was my girlfriend from highschool thru May of this year and I have never ( Read more... )

I just had the best X-mas of my life this year with my family. I really do not think it could have been any better. We had like 15 people for Christmas dinner and it was so much fun. We were all laughing and having fun the entire time. And we had these crazy hats for dinner. It was awesome. This is probably the first good christmas I have ever had

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So Thursday night I went out to a bar with some friends and ended up meeting a new boy. I feel like I am really starting to get my confidence back to where I can meet people where ever I go like I used to do.

And it turns out that I had actually met this guy at a party a couple of weeks ago that I ended up meeting a different guy at.

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