well its been over two years since i have read/written in this journal ( Read more... )

This journal is over... i will write in it no more

it's stupid how people are so exclusive. i cant be myself anymore because people dont like it... i usually keep going but this time is has really riped me apart.

i do wish everything was back the way it was

I think i will stop pushing... i want to give it all away, get rid of everyhitng,... i want nothing because the harder i push the further i fall ( Read more... )

im tired, and honestly sick of school.. imean who isnt, but this needs to end if i didnt have the drive to get away, i would just drop out... i think i will just drop some classes ( Read more... )

yes, i know these are lame... i just thought it funny because of the answers, i honestly put this in 1st try.. and got this, i laughed! too bad its just some stupid LJ quiz thing. oh well thougtht i could make you all laugh2

i am listening to the worst song.. i hate it, and yet i didnt notice it was playing untill it was 1/2 over... all because i was talking to you I didnt change it because i would of had to move and intake less of the moment, so i listened to the song, though it was still crap it wasnt so bad

well, for the few who read this waste of time journal you can ask me 3 questions... so go ahead, three questions!

winter always has something about it... im lonely, cold. im sure either your feeling the same way or you know MANY! who feel the same only I dont want to be like everyone else.. i WANT to be different i have this need to be... so now im single ( Read more... )

i was thinking... it has been three years, and i thought since i have changed, not on purpose.. but naturaly, i have matured and im just worth more now then, then... so why is it all still the same ( Read more... )

my heart beats so dang rhythmically ( Read more... )