the harder i push, the further i fall

[battlinwindmils]

I think i will stop pushing... i want to give it all away, get rid of everyhitng,... i want nothing because the harder i push the further i fall

This is the end, finished, done. A new chapter has arrived and im stepping into it with a new attitude.

If i have hurt you in any way i am deeply sorry, for it is unexcused, un-wanted, and ridiculous on my part.

I feel like everything is old, im burn out and, dare i say it, unwanted... i am not "bettering" myself for anyone but myself... i have an audience of one