: ( lifes going swell...isuppose my car is still being fixed i drink about every night.....no actually everynight. tomarrow i get paid yipppeee i think after my car is fixed im gonna take like 3 weeks worth of paychecks and get the hell out of dodge. theres nothing much here for me besides friends but even then i rarely see them ....anyway if ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been.....lets see...FUCKIN AWSOME!!!!. christmas presens sucked except for the one i got from a lover. and christmas day was awsome it was like i had a whole family outside my family. then the week following was even better. i have eaten alot . and ruling at connect 4. i miss my sunshine to no end. oh btw happy new years ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in a long time. man right now im so tired if i closed my eyes id never wake up. lol anyway the past week has been the best days ive had in a very long time. its good to be able to stand up striaght again. i know theres prolyl lots of spelling errors but i dont care. ive been working hard . also i pssed a very importan test. so ( Read more... )

" sorry im late, i was out spoiling my liver."

p.s. i wish i was blind, that way i couldnt see you

today is december 8th, today is the worst day ever. today my grandpa just died, i feel so awful. he was such an awsome person. and i feel i let him down in so many ways. i talked to my granmother and it tore my heart apart to listen to her. she is so upset. i only wish i could have a life like they did and to have true love like that. i feel like ( Read more... )

This is how i have been lately and i dont know how many ppl like dc but i know of 1 who fell in love with them from a gift. i just relaized the words are exactly how i have been ( Read more... )

today i spent the day shopping shopping shopping, i actually had a very fun time. i did this till i went ot work around 4. i found some nice clothes. anyway after work i went ot the movies and got to see national treasure. a really good movie. so anyway let me school you in on a little lesson about pride. tonight i dropped my pride to share ( Read more... )

i hate when things get blown way out of preportion. i am feeling a little bit better atm now. i just had a very interesting and yet somehow relieving conversation. i know that sounds wierd but it helped. things are never clear to anyone i guess. i know that something matters so much to me in the world that it just feels so right no matter what ever ( Read more... )

today was really uneventful. nothing to do i slept most of the day. anyway i got up sat around for a bit read some comics. then decided ot go to the mall. well that was a big waste of time. but thats all we ever do is waste time heh. anyway i left there after about 30 mins and went back home. now im sitting on the computer maybe ill call around ( Read more... )

today was uneventful. i beat the video game jak 3 around 1pm it had a pretty good story line but was really short. in any case i want to get the new prince of persia game. also work was fun. although it was pretty busy today. guess no one else works. darn tourists. anyway after work i went ot bennigans with everyone was fun had suprisingly good ( Read more... )