death

[battlestation_v]

today is december 8th, today is the worst day ever. today my grandpa just died, i feel so awful. he was such an awsome person. and i feel i let him down in so many ways. i talked to my granmother and it tore my heart apart to listen to her. she is so upset. i only wish i could have a life like they did and to have true love like that. i feel like

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[withinemotion]

I'm really sorry to hear that, man. If you need anything, just let me know, alright bro?

here goes- sorry for making this a little too long<3

[anonymous]

i ment to post earlier.........I am sorry about your loss. I wish that me assuring you that things would be okay, would actually make everything alright. Just know that atleast now your grandfather is not in any pain, and that you have not let him down. I think he would be upset if you beat yourself up over it. I know that your strong, and you are going to get through this. I love you, and as much as you don't believe that, i do. So please don't take it upon yourself to deal with this alone. Because it is not worth it. I am pretty sure that you are mad at me right now, but when it comes down to it, i will always be there for you. always. As much as it hurts to talk to your grandmother, you need to. She needs support just as you do. I can understand why you are sad trust me Ian, but you have to be brave for your grandmothers sake. Ummm, a part of what i am typing was to get at the topic of 'us'. Which i really don't know if this is the best place to spill my guts. But here is a little bit of what is going through my head

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[iamjthm]

dood ian its nathan.

your live journal is so emo its crazy

i love you

add me or ill kick you.
-Nathan