these last few days have sucked something horrible.......
and it's gonna have to last so much longer =[
....but i know that everything will be great once this short  time is up.......i hope....

I've found it habit that i don't really write in this thing and i don't really know why. in about a half hour it will be my six month anniversary with the most amazing girl in the world, Melanie Gary. i know that probably doesn't mean much to the rest of you....but it means more than the entire world to me...and i just wanted to tell everyone

is there anything past love.....because if there is....i am there or maybe beyond...
all i do know, is that i have found the greatest love possible for me......and i never want to give it up....

Well, I promised someone that I would update so here we go. 
    College is definitely better than I first thought it was.  I'm still pretty homesick but I try not to show it.  I've made a lot of new friends and that makes me happy.  This guy named Lars is ridiculously similar to Eric, Jeff, Keith, Tony and me.  It's like I've been friends with him ( Read more... )

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iwishsomeonecouldseehowmuchofapsychotheywereandwouldstoptreatingherdaughterlikecompleteshitbecauseshe
deservessomuchmorethanwhatshegets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well my weekend plans are now ruined, and there really is no way to express how pissed off/sad i am.  DAMNIT ( Read more... )

well tonight i went to see howie day in concert. it was cool cause it only cost me 15 bucks. but yeah he is pretty much an amazing guitarist. he has all these different boards he uses and like he play 15 seconds worth of something but records it and replays it over and over and plays different part on top of that. it was a really cool concert ( Read more... )

well....so far college is still pretty sweet....i've realized how much freedom i actually have...wow. but anyway i was read and excited for college but i am already a bit homesick....i know i'll have to get over it....but i am definitely coming home quite a bit. i'd have to say that i really miss all my friends that i've seen on a regular basis ( Read more... )

yeah so i'm all moved into my dorm..ahhh everything is already so different. Mel came with my family and i and that was absolutely great. the sad part is that i probably won't see her for a couple weeks...but it'll just test our relationship and show how strong it already is. eh...i don't even really know what else to talk about... well they did ( Read more... )

well, well, well....it has been quite a long time since my last post (as it is everytime) and soooooooo much has changed....for the better. life is pretty much amazing right now (except for one minor thing that hopefully will pass soon). i have a job...thats right I josh spencer got off my lazy butt and got a job...well jeff got me the job, but ( Read more... )

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