we  are not actually friends as i am not officially a person to you. i am a bunch of pixels and a voice on ventrillo, nothing more or less ( Read more... )

now i wonder what could have made me crawl out of hiding...

http://altimamantoid.livejournal.com/152598.html

hi there DAX, it truely shows how fucking mature you are that you can't handle the fact that people's own STUPID ASS ACYIONS ruined their already ruined lives, not Casey. it shows how mature you are that after almost a year of being reported ( Read more... )

ok so i was having a really shitty day... and then something from the girl gamers community lead me to this:

http://kotaku.com/163040/the-worst-ds-stylus-ever

seriously... thats the most amazing thing i've seen in a while :P

what a crazy day...

i have a fight with casey.. we got over it

my brother nearly punched my mum

my grandpa is dying

and i would really like to talk to someone but no, as soon as i do they fucking ninja log.. FUCK THIS!

no wonder i get pissed off... you do this EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME!

you know what would be nice..... something to finally go right in my life.

i could give examples as to what at least ONE of those things might be but you know... people get really pissy when i tell the truth.

back to living a lie.

it's official - you suck

i feel emotionally and physically drained. always tired. it feels like i'm just fading away.... and it sucks ( Read more... )

i need someone to talk to... someone reliable.

thats right i can't even trust you because you're gone for 2 months, come back for 5 days and then fuck off again, you always seem to bail on me when i actually need you the most or say you'll be there and never are. i'm sick of it.

ok.. so in light of the crap i feel about EGS (basicly i help people, get treated like shit by certain people.. certain other people get promoted ahead of me for being a dick and acting liek they know more... that old chestnut)

i have decided, i'm going to stop helping people.. i'm going to be more like Doug.. I WILL BECOME A DICK! THE BIGGEST DICK ( Read more... )

ok so all my furniture, my consoles, clothes that are still downstairs... everything i ever fucking owned has to be thrown out because it has mould growing in or on it ( Read more... )