I appreciate your concern but the real issue i am sad is the worst, mostly because i dont know. I know stuff i should be sad about and i am, but i dont think they are what is causing me to have my sanity deteriorate before my very eyes. i should, by definition be the happiest girl alive, I have an amazing job i love and friends that will support ( Read more... )

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I know I have been ignoring blogging but I've been busy. As of lately things have been fast and I cant seem to get a hold of it. I cant seem to want to make things happen and i feel like things might be closing in around me. Don't get me wrong, the want in me is burning like the tires that i use to get the hell away all the time. Service Wides are ( Read more... )

So I'm drunk and just got home, I'ts 3am and already the sun is rising. Anyway tonight was the first time i had been out and awhile. I was so nice to everyone which means I am keeping to my decision to be a better person. Maybe too nice though, maybe I confuse being nice with tring to sleep with people, But it's cool because I left early and ( Read more... )

So it has come to my attention recently that I am a mean person. I did'nt even know that some of the shit i say was so hurtfull to others, but apparently I insult my friends for my own enjoyment, and that's really wrong. I feel terrible, In one night I managed to out one of my best friends in a room full of people and insult one of the nicest guys ( Read more... )

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Yesterday one of the best political journalist passed away, he was one of my favorites nad NBC and Meet The Press will no longer be the same. Tm Russert was a wonderfull man and his books made me think of just how important my father really is to me.

 I have now become a user of live journal much to my own dissapointment and the urging of certain friends back home. I am horrible at writing witty things, and if you wish to read something inspiring this is not the place. Here I will simply give commentary on my usually boring life and wonder how life is back in charlotte ( Read more... )