OH MY FREAKIN GOSH. I DESPISE BEING STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF H.S, EMO DRAMA

Honestly I dont even know How I got stuck in the middle of it in the first place.

Seriously, H.S.....NO......MIDDLE SCHOOL DRAMA BITS BALLS MAN!!!!

Seriously.....getting jealous bcoz I am #1 on their freaking top 8. SERIOUSLY???

 OH MY FREAKING GOSH. EVERYONE IN MY YOUTH GROUP IS FREAKING EMO.
Maybe its just because I am stuck in the middle of the over blown problem, but OMG seriously.

I seriously didn't realize how attached I was to my ex until now.

I have been thinking about him lately & his well being.

I smell sinigang.

I IMMENSELY DESPISE HAVING A CRUSH.

IT'S LIKE A SPASM. IT JUST LEAVES.....THEN COMES RIGHT BACK.

THIS IS NOT WHAT I NEED. THIS IS SERIOUSLY NOT WHAT I NEED.

ARRRGGGGGHHHHH.............. It has gotten to the point where  I even pray to God that he takes away this feelings from me.

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I LIKE HIM. ARGH. THIS IS ANNOYING

 A therapist  friendship ( Read more... )

This is like the 5th effing post I have about him. Does he really bother me that much to the point  where everything he does effects my mood. Seriously how much do I freaking like this dude ( Read more... )

....... forgot how it felt to have a crush on someone to the point where I don't even know how to handle it properly.

1. ..... Get away form this madness I call my Youth Group. As much as I love my youth Group for the ENTIRE month of October and beginning of November. I saw them or will see them. Not only that I have to attend meetings that is more than 1 hr away. That is only the beginning. Being a leader takes up a lot of ones time and I really wish I just had ( Read more... )

After all this emotion of liking a person. I am going through a stage of pitiness where I pity the person instead of anything else. This is so horrible.

Mayb Im bitter. hm. 

I  hate being a girl. No. not a girl. A DANG PERSON WHO HAS A CRUSH ON SOMEONE ( Read more... )