A pondering theory
This is like the 5th effing post I have about him. Does he really bother me that much to the point where everything he does effects my mood. Seriously how much do I freaking like this dude ???
THEORY:
After supression of feelings for the last 4 years due to my previous commitment. I dont know how to handle crushes properly without being impatient. Also I guess this really is the time where all these suppressed feelings are lashing out. Wow. 4 years of commitment can really change a persons thinking. This is not even delusion talking, its out of serious logic.
The reality is, I really don't want a relationship or to be commited to anyone at this point because I just got out of one. Yet the most baffling idea and concepts about crushes appear out of nowhere, but my question is how come I am really crushing on a guy that I dont even want to date if he had an interest in me.
I'm lettin gmy emotions get the best of me.
It's just a pondering theory.
THEORY:
After supression of feelings for the last 4 years due to my previous commitment. I dont know how to handle crushes properly without being impatient. Also I guess this really is the time where all these suppressed feelings are lashing out. Wow. 4 years of commitment can really change a persons thinking. This is not even delusion talking, its out of serious logic.
The reality is, I really don't want a relationship or to be commited to anyone at this point because I just got out of one. Yet the most baffling idea and concepts about crushes appear out of nowhere, but my question is how come I am really crushing on a guy that I dont even want to date if he had an interest in me.
I'm lettin gmy emotions get the best of me.
It's just a pondering theory.