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Exhausted
So tomorrow is Thanksgiving. We are having 18 people over at our house. Dustin has a big family. His mom and sis are visiting and meeting Olivia for the first time. Naturally they are adoring her and playing with her. This is great except for the part where she is over tired and over excited and won't sleep. So I have spent pretty much every other ( Read more... ) -
Today
Since I last posted, I have gotten married and recently had a baby girl named Olivia Alexandra She is currently on my lap and I hope she doesn't start fussing. We are outside in our backyard. She likes being out here, it's comforting for her. She likes to stare off into the distance, I wonder what she's experiencing in her 4 month old self.
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Life thrown away... life acquired
I threw away everything I had to make room for everything I want. I'm going to go to nursing school. I am not making enough money for what I want in my life. I have reached a point in my life where I think I'm close to what's called an "adult". I want money and lots of it! Nurses make a good living, so I'm thinking in a few years I could get a ( Read more... ) -
A girl
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ahhhh
the sweet familiar voice catching every word as it hits the wall of my new house. I can write, I remember, I can feel and I can be free. Livejournal is the freest place for me to like to write. Anyway. Its cool how life keeps going and I keep growing and learning and seeing new things. This is what I wanted it to be like. I wanted to feel alive and ( Read more... ) -
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I cannot be stuck here. I need to keep growing and seeing and trying new things. I Again, am bored with something, i am done again. from being born to being reborn to being born again. one chapter ends another begins. something interesting might happen. its cool how tables flip sometimes, but you never know how much it has flipped. how much they ( Read more... ) -
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Who can judge us? Are we our own best critics? Or worst? Why would you spend so much time with people? Why can't you understand things sometimes? Why can't I enter someone else's world? Not everyone understands everything. What would happen if I stuck to the same patterns? Why is it that we love to lie to ourselves? Why can't I finish what I start ( Read more... ) -
tension... let go... let flow
Make yours what you want in that very fashion. -
this or that makes perfect
So I'm in the process of sealing the deal with my conscious and subconscious to ease my living. And the deal declares that I will be happy and I will be making my own decisions every day based on the situation at hand. With my own mind I build and with my body I reap. Soul benefits.