is going to really try.

When this first happened to me, I told myself I would never put myself through that again. And since I worked so hard at that, I was going to keep it. Forever. Well as that didnt plan out that way, because I believe I am incapable of having a long lasting, fundamental relationship. At the same time, it wasn't all it was cracked out to be ( Read more... )

Oh you silly stupid pastime of mine
You were always good for a rhyme
And from the first, to the last time, the signs
Said 'Stop' - but we went on whole-hearted
It ended bad, but I love what we started

I used to be so sure of the things I wanted. Maybe. I always knew that if I wanted something bad enough, I would get it. I would work to get what I wanted. But this.... this I have little hope in. I keep thinking maybe with time. But time can't and wont help me with this one. Not this time. There is no way.

what i am looking forward too....

graduation
vegas
moving out of this sucky apartment
getting a good job
&quitting home depot FINALLY
Greece

oh wow.

i havent seen this thing in forever.

fecking gayy.

i cant wait to move.

only 8 months or so.

gahhhhhhhhh!!!! so excited.

you wonnnna soda?

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