make the temperature in san antonio stay under 90°F. kthxdie.

( pure radness behind this cut )

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why am i so fucking retarded? i don't know why i do the things i do. i should've stayed at the show. i'm beating myself up over it. i can't let this go. i need to stop taking shit for granted. i'm sorry.

edit:

its not that i take anything for granted. i just.. i don't know. there's no excuse for my actions. god this sucks ass.

I was bored. The original picture can be found here.

I watched the Balzac dvd. It was pretty fucking good. I really want one of those skull bandanas or whatever those things were. Then, I'd be the coolest person on the block. My head hurts a little. Maybe I slept too much. Maybe I need to poop. Who knows?!@#?!@

i'm finally going to give this album a chance. maybe its not as awful as i think it is. zombie apocalypse did a pretty good version of "welcome to the jungle." haste. i used to like this band a lot. i stopped listening after their last album came out. their version of "you're crazy" reminds me of turmoil for some reason. i still can't ( Read more... )

i deleted an entry!

SUCK MY FUCKING DICK, BITCHES.

i'm gone.

peas.

so yeah. i'm feeling a bit better, today. i'll probably break down again and again. ahh oh well. life has to go on. its just so hard not to dwell on these things. i've been thinking a lot about what joseph told me. i DO need to start telling everyone i care about that i love them. all the time. all the fucking time.

brian and tim... i'm going to miss both of you.