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[badical]

why am i so fucking retarded? i don't know why i do the things i do. i should've stayed at the show. i'm beating myself up over it. i can't let this go. i need to stop taking shit for granted. i'm sorry.

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its not that i take anything for granted. i just.. i don't know. there's no excuse for my actions. god this sucks ass.