2 years. 2 fucking years! What the hell happened?!?! I seriously thought he was it, i had found the one i would be with and love forever. It all ended so fast I feel like im not in my own life. Almost exactly 2 years to the day. GONE ( Read more... )

Things are much better in the relationship world! Perhaps I just need to calm down but he needs to be more attentive in some cases. Either way im really happy and im sure it will get much better! Perfection is probably impossible but i think we will be damn close. Saturday is our 5 month aniversary and we are both working so im barely going to get ( Read more... )

dear journal ( Read more... )

Im trying not to jump the gun but i cant help the way i feel! I met the greatest guy!!!! His name is corey and he makes me feel wonderful! Its only been a few weeks now and i cant help but think about him all the time! Ive seriously been being super good so i dont screw anything up too! Im turning down other boys and concentrating on one of the ( Read more... )

and now im hungry ( Read more... )

im actually on day one of my vacation in L.A. right now and yes its amazing but its the only time i have to post anything ( Read more... )

For years this is where my heart has been torn out and smashed down on the table for others to poke at. Others, like i have a real audience, not one or two people. I pretend like its an audience of hundreds when i know its not and thats the way i like it and i dont want it to change. I like the mystery of not knowing, when all you have to really do ( Read more... )

so trashy but i felt the need to blog about it ( Read more... )

Work is going super well but im feeling the need for a vacation real bad! Im going to try and take time off in october and maybe hit the road ( Read more... )

I try to live a rather simple life, i really do ( Read more... )