I can sleep a little better tonight. Square helped calm my heart some tonight. Thank u square. He geuninly hugged me back, held me, and kissed me and wiped my tears. Maybe we can work this out.

I invited him and richard to eat with Lane and I today for lunch, he came =) !!! that made me happy, but to have him not look into my eyes with that beautiful smile, and the beautifl smile within his eyes. I swear the boy can make anyone feel like they are in their favorite place in the whole world when he looks at you as if hes in love. Im used ( Read more... )

Three nights now with shitty sleep. Didnt ever care that my bed sunk towards the middle, untill now, when i have no one to sleep against. I didnt know just how comforting it was to have his arms around me untill i couldnt sleep with out the feeling. I used to be able to wake up when ever i wanted, roll over, hug him tight and kiss him on the ( Read more... )

Thought we were doing better, thought things were going to work again. He packed up nearly everything he had here and left last night. I miss you already, i couldnt even come back into the house last night, i stayed downstairs at Bill and Billy's house. There i didnt have to see anything that would remind me of you, or make me hate me for not ( Read more... )

Working things out... setting new rules terms and guidelines. Still going to take at least a week apart to clear the air.

Squares / SteveO's LJ is www.livejournal.com/users/orlanfrunner

I love my boy with all my heart. I cant write right now, im in pieces, were taking a break from the relationship right now.

My email address, if u dont have it

JusThatDifferent@aol.com

Hello everyone. I've not written for a while. I wanted to let alot of you know i really miss you. I miss Lio, i miss Matt B, Matt C,Gabe, Zach, JerOmey and a few of you in the TN crew =). Megan, Keith, LJ, Tony, Craig, Chris C, Seth, Ryan, Brian, Kevin, Lucky, Ralph, Bud, Adam well... lately ive been thinking alot about everyone, believe me ( Read more... )

Um, im like'n the paid hurricane days. I recomend bank jobs! So eh, 4 day weekend one day paid. I have 3 days paid vacation i have to use before jan, and ive only just started. Opened up my 401k yaaay, not matched or vested untill next year, but i started it. Started my health and dental. Steve and I have health now for 96 a month, and 23 a ( Read more... )