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I invited him and richard to eat with Lane and I today for lunch, he came =) !!! that made me happy, but to have him not look into my eyes with that beautiful smile, and the beautifl smile within his eyes. I swear the boy can make anyone feel like they are in their favorite place in the whole world when he looks at you as if hes in love. Im used to that, now he doesnt look at me at all, and it kills me. To touch him, and get no responce... I pray he is just holding back and isnt actually unresponsive to my touch, because i love him soooo much.