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when?

 I keep finding myself almost-saying, "I'm sorry if I should be?" because I haven't talked to someone in so long that I can't remember why we stopped talking and which of us was really at fault.

This may sound strange, but I think that's a good thing.  (Because my old grudges are lost and I'm open to forgiving both of us.)

one of us has to change, and if it's not you, I've got to go now.

It's not just about what you do, although surely that's part of it.  More important is what you truly want to do, which is far different from what you do out of obligation.  If you don't feel deeply about these actions, they may as well not exist.  So I will not ask you to do anything.  I don't want you to do what I ask.  I want you to want me to ( Read more... )

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I smile and say, "we need to think of a word that I can say right now that's not the word that you don't like."
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And he says, "you can say it."
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And I smile and say, "maybe I don't want to!"
And he says, "I love you too," and smiles.

 "I think that we want entirely different things."
"I disagree.  I have never felt like we had problems with anything really important."
"That's because I'm really good at wanting whatever other people want."

Christian

are you going to the insurance party tonight?
11:48amMe

hahahahaaa

andrew's thing?
11:49amChristian

yeppers
11:49amMe

why, because you're going to the abbey?
11:50amChristian

yeah probably

but mostly because if you're going to this other party, I'd like to talk to you beforehand

just cause I need to talk to someone

about my bizarre night last ( Read more... )

sleep in each others' beds while drunk.

First. THE END ( Read more... )