Lonely housewives. Not as fun as advertised.

[babyslime]

I love my father, I really do. He's kind and he's intelligent and he's funny and I love him. But sometimes he's such a fucking idiot that it makes me want to scream. Sometimes I wish he would listen to me on occasion, but I fear my words hold no meaning or depth for him no matter how loudly I would speak them, so I don't bother to try. I'm not sure

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[butterandguns]

I love you! I don't have that much time so I will just say if you can get a massage or three, and some good ( 15 billion, needs a refrigerator ) probiotics that might make your body feel a little better....and you deserve it!

I love how you write about sex and intimacy and can relate. :)
Mwha!

[altarflame]

You know, I've spent a lot of this week thinking about how CRAZY MAKING it really is to be alone with kids - particularly little kids - all the time. I went away with Aaron Friday, Saturday and Sunday for a dance convention. During that time I had long in-person conversations with my mom, people from our dance studio, Bobby, my brother, Aaron's favorite teacher, and a couple of total strangers. I got to write over 2000 words, and even though I had to spend way too much time driving, I never had to deal with tiny people demands or tiny people's rambling and "watch this!" or cook, or clean. Aaron was usually in classes, off somewhere with a group or sleeping

[katrina_splat]

I'm sorry you're lonely :( :( Is it likely to change anytime soon?

Also I'm sorry about Marika :\ teenagers gonna teen, unfortunately :\\

[babyslime]

Teenagers gonna teen is going to be my new favourite catchphrase. It sums up this whole mess perfectly.

No, it isn't likely to change. I just have to get used to it.

[katrina_splat]

Ugh that sucks :( I'm in a long distance relationship at the moment, at least we can talk via email most of the time. :( :( Sex is weird, and only gets weirder in long-term relationships.

Yeah I've recently started working with teenagers more and their issues and personalities are like no other age...Reading between the lines of the above ... I just hope she gets some perspective and her shit together asap. :\ You're doing an amazing fucking job balancing the care of so many people, including yourself. <3

[babyslime]

I think what bothers me so much is how TOGETHER she was while living here. She got all fucked up for a while with Tom, then came back here and was slowly recovering, and then it's like THE MINUTE she meets a boy she's willing to drop everything and burn all her bridges and never come back. Everyone is advising me to not ever, ever take her back in - which I want to be able to promise - but it's hard because she's my sister and I know this will get to a point where she'll need it again.

[season_changing]

The way you describe your "sex monster" aspect is so close to exactly the way I am that it took my breath away. Perhaps I shall try explaining it to my dh like THAT.

[altarflame]

Also: Every time I see your title I think, "Well what you need is a pool boy."

[babyslime]

*girl.