I'm going back to my old LJ.
I don't know why I ever bother making new ones..

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I've decided I want to start doing the Montessori Method with Ky.

I want to change so many things.
I want to be the kind of mother I was when I first had him.

I feel so motivated and so excited.

I want someone to appreciate this like I do..

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Sometimes I wonder why I bother to keep LJ anymore. I don't use it the way I used to or the way I feel like I'm really "supposed" to. I always have a million things to say, but I don't because I'm too lazy or distracted, but mostly because I am constantly feeling like I need to be censored. A certain someone might find this, or read that, etc etc. ( Read more... )

I just looked up age of consent laws for Florida and Georgia ( Read more... )

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I chose to do some other things as well and I don't regret any of them because it felt strangely "right." All the endorphins coursing through my body started to make my stomach hurt, and I could feel my pupils turning into huge black saucers every time I looked at him. I kept thinking, "Tomorrow I'm going to wake up to a message saying 'HAHA, ( Read more... )

She's just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know I lie but you still trust me
And you believed in so much hope
But I'm the one who let you go

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you

You still call my phone ( Read more... )

I swear that you don't have to go ( Read more... )