To My Lovely Chelsi

[babylove17]

Chelsi said she was tired of reading the same peoples postings on here since everyone has abandoned LJ so I told her I would write so here it goes

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[scubather]

Thanks ass, I was already sad, and now Im even more sad

[babylove17]

Yeah I need to not cut class next year, that is going to be my goal. Hopefully I will stick with it. Also about Trevor and the whole living thing, im just frustrated about it ya know... i dont mean to blame or anything cause i know there are various factors as to why we cannot live at that place and as to why we havent found a permanent place yet. I think im just scared that in the end you two will end up moving in together alone and i will be left at home.. If that does happen I will understand cause i do get the blood is thicker than water stuff I honestly will just be let down cause as you know, I REALLY wanna live with you. Onto Jarratt, i think the thing im most afraid of is him coming back because what if its not the same.. I know it wont be exactly the same but still i dont want it to be completely different ya know. Im also scared because me and kevin are becoming closer and i am starting to appreciate him more every day. The last thing i want to happen is for jarratt to come back and then me just drop kevin like a hot potato(

[scubather]

haha yeah I get it...all of it...the only thing i really feel like commenting on specifically is I really wanna move in with you too, so have your mom find us a place! :-P and I will do my best with trevor...