Chelsi said she was tired of reading the same peoples postings on here since everyone has abandoned LJ so I told her I would write so here it goes
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Yeah I need to not cut class next year, that is going to be my goal. Hopefully I will stick with it. Also about Trevor and the whole living thing, im just frustrated about it ya know... i dont mean to blame or anything cause i know there are various factors as to why we cannot live at that place and as to why we havent found a permanent place yet. I think im just scared that in the end you two will end up moving in together alone and i will be left at home.. If that does happen I will understand cause i do get the blood is thicker than water stuff I honestly will just be let down cause as you know, I REALLY wanna live with you. Onto Jarratt, i think the thing im most afraid of is him coming back because what if its not the same.. I know it wont be exactly the same but still i dont want it to be completely different ya know. Im also scared because me and kevin are becoming closer and i am starting to appreciate him more every day. The last thing i want to happen is for jarratt to come back and then me just drop kevin like a hot potato(i cant believe i just used that analogy haha) all in all i think i am just confused and i want it to just end i mean when will my life just be calm and normal?? alright well thanks for leaving a comment as long as my entry.. that is why i love you :)
haha yeah I get it...all of it...the only thing i really feel like commenting on specifically is I really wanna move in with you too, so have your mom find us a place! :-P and I will do my best with trevor...
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