ADVENT CALENDAR - December 6th for stardust_ltd

Dec 07, 2008 02:31

I'm rather proud of myself for being able to post everyday^^
I am just trying my best to make my flist happy with my Advent Calendar and it is great for me to be able to write a little something everyday^^

ADVENT CALENDAR 2008

Day
For
Fandom
Character(s)/Pairing
Prompt
From

1 *
bloodyrosered
Supernatural
Dean Winchester
"Strange and Beautiful" by Aqualung
vodooman

2 *
morelindele
Naruto
Naruto/Sasuke
"On Fire" by Switchfoot
svgurl

3 *
kos_mos607
The Covenant
Caleb/Pogue
"Forbidden Colours" by David Sylvian & Ryuichi Sakamoto
souzoukyuuketsu

4 *
heera_ookami
Smallville
Bart/Oliver
"Sunday Morning" by Velvet Underground
petite_dilly

5 *
quiet__tiger
Smallville
AC & Bart & Victor
"Ring my bells" by Enrique Iglesias
bloodyrosered

6 *
stardust_ltd
The Covenant
Reid/Tyler
"Trouble Sleeping" by Corinne Bailey Rae
jessm78

FOR stardust_ltd
DECEMBER 6th

Characters/Pairing: Reid/Tyler
Fandom: The Covenant
Prompt by: jessm78
Song : "Trouble Sleeping" by Corinne Bailey Rae



It's late and I'm feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love

“I love you” he had whispered while he’s making love to you tonight. For the first time.
Long ago you were so scared he wouldn’t want you the same way you wanted him. But he did. And you gave yourself to him. Completely. You’ve always been all his.
Tonight, even if your head is lying in the hollow of his shoulder his arms aren’t in the small of your back as they should be.
You hurt him. You didn’t answer him. Words are dangerous, not reliable. You looked away when he was searching for something to cling to in the blue of your eyes. Eyes are traitors, the window of one’s soul.
“I’m sorry, I can’t” you barely whispered listening to his sleeping breathing.
You can’t fall in love. You can’t tell him you’re falling in love a little more every day. You can’t say those murderous words. You can’t claim him.
You’re his, always will be. But he has to be free. He can’t be yours, never should be. You know that feeling, you’re aware of that poison flowing in your veins. If he was yours you’ll never let him go, you’d keep him jealously for yourself, all of him just for your selfish eagerness.
His hand gently pets your hair. You like nothing more than his hand in your hair.
“I never asked for a lie” he whispered back, his voice as warm and gentle as ever.
He just doesn’t understand and your mouth is sealed to protect your angel from the horrible person you know you are. But your lips found his before you can think about it and you kissed him as if your life depended of it, as if tomorrow would never come, and you shouldn’t have believed your body to be stronger than your heart because it wanted nothing more than to claim the warmness of that boy, your boy, the one you should never say those words.
And when you claim him, he’ll be yours. And then words will be meaningless because you’ll never let him go. Christmas Eve should be all about giving and not taking. You want to give everything to him and not take anything from him.
“Don’t…” you nearly cried when his body trembled under yours. But your vicious and eager tongue already was drawing simple patterns on the white skin of his belly, the words you’ve forbidden yourself to say aloud.
When you heard him laugh you had to bite him. This wasn’t funny; this was the end of the word. The end of his freedom. He’ll be yours soon enough and Reid Garwin doesn’t share, not a bit

"Trouble Sleeping" by Corinne Bailey Rae

Lyrics

It's late and I'm feeling so tired
Having trouble sleeping
This constant compromise
Between thinking and breathing

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't see myself
Couldn't I blame something else
Don't say I'm falling in love

Some kind of therapy
Is all I need
Please believe me
Some instant remedy
That can cure me completely

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't see myself
Couldn't I blame something else
Don't say I'm falling in love

Cause I've been there before
And It's not enough
So nobody say it
Don't even say it
I got my eyes shut
Whoah, no
Whoah, no, I'm not in love.

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'll never give in
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't see myself
Couldn't I blame something else
Don't say I'm falling in love

Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love

Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love
Don't say that I'm falling in love

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[fanfic] - drabble/ficlet, [seasons] - christmas, [fandom] - the covenant, [pairing] - reid/tyler, [prompts], [fanfic] - merry christmas, [character] - tyler simms, [character] - reid garwin, [fanfic] - gifts

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