Comments | babycatcher33: abby's angelversary

babycatcher33

abby's angelversary

Jun 10, 2009 18:48

I feel kind of ....flat. Minimal effort for supper tonight - grilled cheese for the girls and a slush for me. The thought of eating makes me nauseous, and my throat is still sore and raw from throwing up so much last night. I've called a peace treaty for homework wars tonight - I just can't face it. The only responsibilities I have left tonight ( Read more... )

balloons, cemetery, abby, angelversary, calendar dates, pictures

Comments 19

hopefullytrying June 11 2009, 02:31:40 UTC

HUGS to you hun.....the anniversaries are so hard...

babycatcher33 June 11 2009, 12:19:21 UTC

yes, they are. In a way, I'm glad these days have passed for another year. I think of Abby every day throughout the year, but when the actual dates roll around, it just knocks me flat all over again :-/

zdafos June 11 2009, 02:47:37 UTC

I'm watching these pictures and tearing up for you. (((HUGS)))

babycatcher33 June 11 2009, 12:28:56 UTC

Thank you, for reading and for sharing in her memory :-)

mandella0021 June 11 2009, 04:29:47 UTC

*hugs*, beautiful, and i admit i wryly smiled at charlotte's "DIE" :X

babycatcher33 June 11 2009, 12:17:00 UTC

I know, it was really funny in a sick kind of way ;-) Lightened the mood for a moment anyway.

birthingway June 11 2009, 05:19:54 UTC

Beautiful, heartbreaking photos, J.

babycatcher33 June 11 2009, 12:21:39 UTC

Thanks D. I was thinking a lot about our 'BC tradition' of leaving rose petals at the pier. It feels like it's been a hundered years since I did that last, instead of nearly two years. Time really messes with my mind lately...

asaintedsinner June 11 2009, 05:30:00 UTC

I've never commented before, but I found your journal through someone else (I think it was a comment of yours on babyslime's journal) and for the past month or so I've been reading through your journal, especially the ones from this time 3 years ago and I've shed many a tear for you and your family, for your little angel, and I just wanted to let you know that like so many others that have commented, I've been thinking about you and your family during these past few days ( ... )

babycatcher33 June 11 2009, 12:25:03 UTC

Thanks Caitie, I appreciate you 'delurking'. I leave my Abby entries public because I want to share her memory in hopes that her life can be a lesson or a healing message to others.

I believe all the things that you do, too. That Abby is watching us from heaven, that she (and God) sent Charlotte as a gift, that she met Charlotte before we did - it's been such a healing gift to have Charlotte join our family.

Thanks again for your comment, and for delurking :-)