i never get to hear from anyone anymore... you peoples should call me, or give me your numbers so we can hang out and such... its really boring sitting in my house all day long...

thanks ben ( Read more... )

meh, im so bored sitting in my kitchen on msn thinking someone will get on so i will have someone to talk to, but i guess im wrong, i never get to talk to people anymore. this game sucks

I want to kill the very best ( Read more... )

i think today i went brain dead... i dont really feel emotions today, i just feel urges, even with things i dont liek to do, but i do them anywhays because i feel like it... i used all the flint in 3 lighters today and dont even know why... i used to get on livejournal to get peoples input on problems, but this time i just feel like i want to talk ( Read more... )

back to living with the family... wooo this is going to be fun, about a week back and everyone is already fighting... woooo

fine im done... with everything

i swear, everyone wants to talk shit, especially about someone that ment something to me more then life, even after what happend, then they talk shit about the closest thing i have to family? whell 'cal' and justin fuck, man up, if your too scared to then shut your fucking mouths, or i will for you, im tired of getting angry, either try and talk ( Read more... )

dont you love those fake people in the world? Adapt to everything someone else does to look cool, piercings, music, everything, they arent real, they used to be anti drug and alch, now they are fully for it. i just fucken love those people because they make me sick

i hate this fucken world, all there ever is, is hate, pain, and nothing good. im sure as hell not going to take it anymore, this is bullshit, dont fucken powertrip me because you want someone else to do something for you and they wont. that is bullshit, if someone doesnt want to do something, then leave it at that, dont fucken try and push and push ( Read more... )