you told me that you want to die. i said i've been there myself more than a few times. and i go back every once in a while. you called me lucky, you... you called me lucky. you said tonight is a wonderful night to die. i asked you how you could tell, you told me to look at the sky. look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are. it ( Read more... )

i guess im making my site happen more

Dont you love it when you find something out that you didnt want to find out, whell actually when u find something out, then your ok with it because its not you, but when you see it actually happen it breaks your heart... thats what i love....

isnt if funny how something can be going so good for you, then then next second its shit? or how you could be so close to someone and the next you dont have anything to say to them? I though i wasnt going to post on livejournal anymore because it makes people mad, but i guess i will... i just find it very funny that if there was a god he/she would ( Read more... )

whell seeing as how everyone gets either depressed or pissed about my livejournal entries... i guess this is going to be the last one... sorry for burdening everyone with my problems

fuck it, im not talking anymore

yeah... im thurially pissed now, i love it when i get blamed for someone else doing something with me, i didnt push it on them or anything, i didnt even offer it, they took some then they wanted more, they are my friend and i dont know why i even let them, so i guess thats my fault, but i didnt do anything to try and make them do it, i didnt even ( Read more... )

bah... i need a girlfriend.... this being single and not being able to hold anyone is tearing me up inside, that and other things... but mainly i think that i would be generally happier if i found someone that i liked that i could at least hold...

today is going to be a good day, nothing can go wrong... the air is nice today, i can feel it. yes its good awesome

i wish i didnt have a brain for thinking, it would make me and alot of other people happier