When the dark fires burn

[b_a_dxxx]

I'm currently finding it really difficult to finish reading my Book on Female Dominance (rituals and practices) by Claudia Varrin, it's not the subject matter or the facts, writing style or anything else. In fact I really like everything about the book. Her style, stories, tips, facts and exploration of the purple shadow worlds is exciting and

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[anonymous]

I know how you feel. I find myself frequently investing myself in the lives of the online other. Following their ups and downs, their smiles and frowns... Etc. When there is no easy human contact available this is a wonderful way to satiate your need to socialize, to be around your fellow human. Unfortunately, as you say, the online world is ultimately less rewarding than consensus reality, and it can sometimes even get in the way of real life interactions.

From the millions of people out there screaming into the digital void, very few actually get a real response, a true sense of community, or even a regular readership.

But, look at it this way. It's a wonderful way to feel close to friends who are geographically inconvenient in terms of tangible, physical socialization.

Like us.

See you soon Amanda, keep up the digital catharsis, it can keep you sane...

I know it does for me. (That and talking to myself.)

<3 Noel

[b_a_dxxx]

Well you've always been one of my favorite conversationalist babe, it only makes sense that a man of your intellect would think the same ;).

It has kept me sane, no doubt about it and I do love the internet, I've just been noticing a trend. The more real people let me down the less I confide in anyone. Instead I turn to writing out what I should be discuss so in a way I'm discussing my issues with myself and the pad of paper.

<3 cannot wait to see you when you come down tho!

[anonymous]

Well thank you, I do enjoy conversing with you as well Amanda.

I do understand the trend... But really, so many people over the years have turned to writing as an emotional outlet, hell many of the great writers in history, that I don't really think you should worry about it. So what if you don't personally confide in others IRL? Hell, I rarely do. If this works for you, I say go for it.

Look forward to seeing you love!

<3 Noel