When do/did you get it? Are you born with it? Did it develop? Was it nurtured by a special partner? Is it a one shot deal? Can it be learned? or has the ship sailed and taken your lot?

Give me the low down on this mythical thing Interweb.

That seems so common, that most people don't think twice and maybe they shouldn't but I'm annoyed anyway ( Read more... )

For reasons beyond my logic capabilities I am upset. Upset with my situation, surroundings and most of life really. I do not wish to be upset, however as I cannot isolate logically what is the cause of my current unhappiness I do not know where to begin with fixing it ( Read more... )

I think I am trying to psyche myself out... Out of going.. or maybe out of expecting? Wanting? Going for it? Or maybe just out of my ballzy way of ascertaining what I want. What I think I need... and likely what I foolishly hope will turn into something more. I want to relax, and to feel safe like I used to. And above all to have some fun... to ( Read more... )

Just wow, so much new news to process. This economy shit is really, really fucking scary. This makes everything so much scarier. How do you start a non-profit group, building it from the ground up when everywhere you look people are getting let go, stocks are falling and just... wow ( Read more... )

Gloria is being ethuanized today. So sad, I went to sit with her and give her one last apple. (I often sneak apples to her). Her legs/hips gave out, and she's lived a great life. It's the right thing to do, but it's still so sad. She is so sweet, such a lover. I sat and hand fed her some of her mash with Jodi and she ate all the apple. She was so ( Read more... )

I was working alone again, but the day has brought back my plans to stay on longer... despite the sad things surrounding the day ( Read more... )

It just hit me. They are all dead. By now, in fact far before now, every single beautiful newborn baby, every tiny calf with velvety fur, ever tiny piglet with wrinkled noses, ever playful kid who suckled on my finger. The calves who lick and suckled my arms, my hands, my cheek, my jacket... are all dead ( Read more... )

I feel awful. I cannot believe I stood there and did nothing. I did as I was told, instead of what was right. I left them all there to die. To be shipped to slaughter with their wet umbilical cords hanging out ( Read more... )

i.e. what I just typed up for a action network application form ( Read more... )