Imagine yourself, empowered and invincible. Imagine yourself, the living embodiment of wisdom and age. Imagine yourself for a moment, if you may, in a spiderweb of of memories, strung together like rosary beads. Pray by the word of your own god, master of your own universe. Fate does not control you, you control your own fate. Decisions made and ( Read more... )

There will always be a time when doing your best is not enough. When you've exhausted entire supplies of energy, time, and effort. Don't get me wrong, I want to help, I want to spend my time and energy for what I think is best. But i'm at one of those parts in my life when I can't think or feel of what to do. Everything I do, to the best of my ( Read more... )

(X) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

shuttin down folks. that's it... see ya

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movie.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. ( Read more... )

...to all those who fear tomorrow

goin home today. well... sorta home... goin home today to wash clothes and such then leaving tomorrow morning on a 6:30 AM flight to california, the sunshine state. haha, woo at any rate, i'm goin till sunday then on the same day that i get back from san fran im goin back to school so.. hope every one has a good thanksgiving and happy holidays ( Read more... )

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Wow. Today is a great day amidst all the cold weather and the first snow of the season. 50 degrees out and no clouds or wind. However, I feel like I have not been able to enjoy this particularly nice day for whatever reason. But the same thoughts have been going through my mind since I talked to my friend kenny today. He's 25, and is all set ( Read more... )

Rain, rain, rain ( Read more... )